ijust really wished my boyfriend would spend every single second with me, knowing that we only have 2 days left with eachother, and wont see eachother in 6months. Itry showing him signs, but he wont realize. ithink i need to let go of him, and move one. if thats what he wants to do, is just ignore me. iknow he wants me to go out more, but im too tired to go outside cos of my pregnancy. and im just too darn shy to keep on trying to attach to his family. 
its a GOOD thing im leaving i guess. itll help me out more of losing stress.